Monday, December 20, 2010

Still a Reality in Life

It's easy to kind of "forget" about Cancer sometimes. Life is busy and meds become regular parts of our days, but sometimes it is still very real!

Bryan has been dealing with the "Tasigna Rash". They have tried a few medications and most recently, had him quit his chemo drugs for 4 weeks trying to get it to go away. (Stressful for the RN in me). The Doctors say that if they can get the rash to go away, it usually stays away. Unfortunately, it improves but is far from gone.

Today, I am at home with sick kids while he is at Moffitt Cancer Center without me. They are finally sending him to a dermatologist that is used to cancer pts and chemo rashes. We'll see what they say. I am having the "my sweetheart really does still have cancer and will have it from now on" - feeling. This is just life now. I want to enjoy each day and never forget how quickly it can all change!!!

I love you, my Bryan!!!!